He left...

Today, Mr OD decided to leave this planet. I cant help but to cry. He is like a friend to me. I remember his smile and all the encouragements that he has given me. I have known him for 9 months, He is such a lovely man. See you in heaven.

Yesterday, I spent about 7 hours with him. His condition worsen yesterday, basically only breathing and has no more movement. A lot of people came to visit him. Everybody last words to him is to ask him to go. I cried when I hear what they say. Maybe, they are right, is better for him to go and rest in peace then to suffer and also making the people around him suffer. Maybe my culture is different from them. 

The only time when we ask people to go and die is when we are angry or hate that person..

Emotions...

On the 18th of April, I m extremely happy because I m back in Singapore for 2 days. Time is really really short. Reached Singapore at 3am, went to eat have supper and went home to sleep. Woke up at 10plus, had breakfast and off to Toa Payoh.

Went to see doctor at Raffles Medical because I was down with sore throat and flu. :( After that head to my favorite salon to have a new look. I was pretty sad that all the hair stylists that I knew had left. So I ask my favourite technician to recommend me one, she called her boss and they recommend me to Andy. I told Andy I want a fresh look, hopefully he will snip off my long ponytail that I have for 9 years. i told him i losing a lot of hair too. In the end, I manage to convinced him to do it(All my ex stylists said I got round face, cannot have short hair), but Andy did a good job and I love my new haircut.

Went to City Harvest for church service because we need to attend wedding tomorrow. The service was awesome and we are glad that that we are there. Had dinner with my family, I miss them badly.

Sunday, the reason we are back in singapore is to attend Mr Oink's cousin wedding. It all went well, but tiring. There were few hours break before the wedding dinner, so we decided to pamper ourselves. We went to Kenko at Singapore flyer, we had foot reflexology, back massage and the highlight is the fish spa. It was so ticklish for Mr Oink that he was giggling away, it was really good for stress relieve isnt it? The fish really did a good job, after 30mins of nibbling the dead skin off my legs, my legs feel like baby again. White and smooth. I wish i can buy the fishes home.

Monday, Feeling blue because this trip to Singapore was really short. I dont like it but no choice. The flight was delayed for an hour, add to my sian-ness. When i got home last night, I was exhausted. Met a strange man on the plane too, angry! Disturb our rest.

Today, I went back to work. I was shocked when i arrived at my favourite client's place. Mr OD, he was bedridden, his wife said he went into coma. I could believe it as he is well on friday. I tried to control my tears, but I couldnt and started crying. Mrs OD then comfort me and tell me Mr OD is not dead yet. Immediately, I felt bad for crying because I should be strong and take care of Mrs OD. It was an experience that I hate, but we have no choice and control over it.

I helped to shave and clean Mr OD, and the thought of wanting to be a nurse become stronger.

Should I or shouldnt I?

Two months and a bit more.

Wow... Time flies(I think this is my fav starting sentence). Havent been blogging for a while. Miss me?

Let me think, what happen during these 2 months?? I try to remember ok because i think somehow i suffer from memory lost.

We moved in to our nest about 1 month ago. It is still in a mess, lack of storage area. My friends doesnt believe what i say and told me that i moved from a smaller place to a bigger place, how can it be. Well, indeed is a bigger place but the old place got more cupboards to hide things away, but not this. Staying in perth means everything is cheaper if u do it yourself(DIY), so my dear husband tried his very best to DIY a lot of things, he is now super handy man. Although there is place for improvement. haha.

We tried our best to get our house ready for the arrival of my in laws(parent, sister and brother). They arrived on the 20th of March to spend 9 days here. This trip was planned as a birthday and wedding anniversary present for my in laws. We had a wonderful time together and a lot of good food. The highlight is our 3 days and 2 nights trip to Margaret River.

We went to Busselton, but lazy to walk the 3.6 km jetty. We had a delicious meal at The Goose. We stayed in the forest. Yes, in the forest. A fully equip house. My sister and brother in law(sbil) and us stayed in a 2 bed room house and my parent in law(pil) stayed in a 1 bedroom house. Woohoo. We wanted them to have their privacy. The setting of the house is so romantic and relaxing. The best place is the bathroom with a big jacuzzi with see thru ceiling. We helped each couple to set up the bathroom at night with relaxing music, warm jacuzzi, champagne and candles. And with a beautiful and mysterious starry starry night just above. Isnt it great? Oh.. I love it!

We had a sumptuous bbq the aussie way. Wild kangaroos along the way, cycling in the forest, beautiful jewel cave, lighthouse, chocolate factory and vineyard.

They went back on Sunday and I really missed them. Wont be long till i see them again... In 3 weeks time. Yeah...